Groove is in the Heart

Crossroads

I am at a point when I am bound to make a decision. Why is life a bunch of decision making anyways?

Relationships are always a source of joy and inspiration. It plays a big role in your everyday life.. how you deal with problems, how you react to situations, how you cope with challenges and how you perceive the world and other social beings. But what happens when your relationship has become a struggle to live with as the days go on and on and on? When on most days, all you do is worry, wonder and doubt. When instead of feeling peace you feel jealousy. Instead of being happy and carefree, you stress yourself by gathering hatred and anger. Once trust is broken, the heart absorbs it.. therefore breeding ugliness in what's supposed to be the most sensitive and feeling organ of the human body.

A client who reads people's aura through colors told me last week that I emanated the color green. He further explained that green means decisions. He can read through my aura that I have some decision making to do. Although, he said that whatever it is I will decide on, I will be okay. I was bothered by what he said. Now I know that what I'm going through at the moment is what my client is talking about.

Why am I so scared? It's like facing my fear. I know I gotta do it but I'm so damn freakin scared. I'm scared of letting go but my mind tells me.. it's time to go, Claude. God, is it really time to go?

posted by Groove is in the Heart @ 7:11 PM