Irritations
So I finally consulted the hotel physican who happens to be an ob-gyne. She strikes me as frigid and very matter of fact. Kumbaga, no beating around the bush, rekta na. So anyhoo, she gives me medication to supposedly "shock" my hormones and in a matter of days, I should have my period again. I hate hormonal pills. My body feels heavy, I palpitate, and I'm the most gigil person in the world ha. If I can just eat eberathang and enethang and enibady, I would. That's how sunget I am. But anyhoo, this is good for 5 days lang naman. But still, as early as now, I hate how my body feels na.
Going back to dra. ob-gyne, can i just share with you that her term for period is "menses". Eh I came to see her twice eh. So all the time, she just keeps saying "menses. menses. menses" Like a plural forms. Maybe because gushes of bloods? Ugh. How irritating is that??? So, when was the last time you had your menses? Ok, take this for 5 days in within 2 weeks you should have your menses. If you still don't have menses by then, come see me again. Menses. Gead, 100 kilos of annoyance!!
Out of Hand
is my financial situation lately. Why is that?!? Everyday, I've just been shedding out money like tomorrow's the end of the world. Anubeh!!! My newly renovated home's dirty kitchen area roof decides to leak during last week's downpour, fire insurance is due, car insurance is way past the renewal date since January, credit card annual dues, credit card bills, utility bills, dogs decide to eat more and so every 3 weeks' time I have to buy their sack of food..and the list goes on and on and on..
There's always something that needs to be bought and spent on everyday. Medyo unfair ata ang universal operations ng things. My meager salary comes every 15 days and yet ang flow of cash ay eberidey. Underflow of incoming, overflow of outgoing. Sa init ng ulo ko hindi ko na ma analyze ang ratio ano, pero my Gad. Whuth huh whuth??? Whuth is this all about?
At nasaan na ba ang kinanginang period ko???? I've been waiting for 3 weeks na. But everytime I test naman, it's sooo negative ano. June na next week. So nasaan na sha???? Lords.
Out of hand.
Where art thou?
There's some kind of impatience going on right now. And there's some bone-tingling excitement happening too.
Universe, please naman oh! Sabihin mo na kasi!!! Ano ba talaga??!! Kung wala eh di wala. Pero kung meron, aba eh.. Let's get this porty storted, let's get this porty storted na!!!
Weather Updates
Been enjoying the cooler weather these past few days. Nice breather from the wrath of the summer heat. Bagyong Caloy's visit was so soothing. Sarap matulog! Although, I was working over the weekend and couldn't really hear the wind howling outside. God bless those who were affected though. And thank you Lord for keeping us warm and safe. Uy. Bigla naman akong nag drama dito! But seriously, we're still lucky peeps noh.
More on bagyos in life naman..(hee)..I still love Ysap. And as long as there's still a part of me that wants to make it work out, then I'll keep going for it. I just really need to pray a lot ano. Gash.
Last night, had a relaxing 1-hr massage with Gigi and Ets at BF. May bones pa ba si Ets pagkatapos bugbugin ng matikas na masahistang si Bhing? I love it.
Earthquake!!
Yan, yan ang feeling ko over the weekend starting Friday evening. Para kong nayanig, naipit sa landslide, nanginginig, tulirong tuliro. Thank heavens, I'm quite okay now (or so I think). Hay naku Yksap, hanggang saan nga ba kita kakayanin?
So help me God talaga.
It's All Up To Me
Being the confused girl that I am.. I've been going through emotional mood swings again, and again, and again. Weirdo. Actually, I really really hate it na and wanna get out of this rut.
Thanks to cardio funk classes and morning gulps of virgin coconut oil (yeah I know.. yuck!), I feel some sort of hyperactivity and giddiness. Maganda pa rin pala ang world. That despite our own little dramas (na most of the time eh nonsense talaga), we can still manage to smile.
Ika nga ng horoscope ko kahapon: "Despair is not productive; consider your options"
Ay nako Din, yzarc ka na nga talaga. Yzarc! Yzarc! Yzarc!
